there will be changes...

Sometimes you think you are so definite and sure about yourself that nothing can move you an inch from the resolutions youve made with yourself. I can remember a time I used to think I'd become a great person, a great human being one day, someone who is actualizing her full potential, someone who is giving the things she belives in, her best shot, someone whos living for a cause but now as i look at myself I see somebody who wants to hide away in scattered words on a stray piece of paper...someone who's not even close to being a human being rather than a great human being, the one she used to be so sure shed be one day. But there are things that refresh your faith, that renew you, I am probably just too tired to look for them, I want things to come to me and if they dont then Im fine with being a nameless faceless person who lives a life like many others do in this world and go away...
20/12/2005